“Living lie”

You’re a Living lie,

Truth’s fugitive on the loose.

Deception feeds on your insides like a cancerous disease;

And your streams of honesty are flooded with dark water.


You’re a Living lie,

An immaculate illusion that fools the naked eye so easily,

Like the colors of a chameleon harmonizing with nature.

So profuse are the lies, they created a wall;

Lo and behold, The Berlin Wall of false pretentions.


Cease to be a Living lie,

Burn the veil and lay bare your flaws.

Allow the truth to command your heart.

However deadly shame may be, conquer it,

For it only kills a man arrested by fear.


Dreams Vol 1: My Future

Years of sleepless nights bore the same dream,

That of My future, untainted.

Under the surrogacy of my imagination, it remains.

Yet it still shines, revealing the success so vehemently-sought by many.


It consoles me. It gives me hope,

Like a memory that wills a grieving widow to face the day.

Pessimism tried to paralyze my determination.

But it could not defeat me with its reptilian ways.


Each passing day I gain clarity;

I can smell the scent of prosperity that which destiny has in store;

I fear not the pangs of failure.

For I am the master of my own fate. *




*This line of the poem was originally written by William Ernest Henley in his poem “Invictus.” I don’t claim ownership over it; I just used it to conclude this poem because it fits.

"Dust"

Alma couldn’t stop panting…

Her dark, mahogany skin was drenched with tears, which were now starting to sparkle under the fluorescent lights of St. Michael‘s Hospital. It seemed as if she was a weeping waterfall, but with crystal streams of pain flowing out from her fractured heart. She looked at her watch; it was already 10 pm---6 hours had passed since her husband got sent to the OR. Looking up she saw doctors gliding around; some were delivering messages of hope, and others left a trail of misery as they announced death’s victory. For a while she just stood there, allowing grief to wrap itself around her like a cold, morning mist. But she finally decided to flee the waiting room to get some air.

“….It has been years, since North America got hit by a dust storm. Meteorologists even claim that it’s damage surpasses that of the great American “Dust Bowl,” bellowed the T.V set Alma passed by; the 10 o’clock news was in progress.

It seemed impossible for her to find some sort of haven amidst that chaos. She even wondered if a big wave of hysteria had serpentined its way towards the hospital grounds…perhaps a second plague? But she finally retired herself to a small room which appeared to be full of hospital supplies. There, she wrestled with her mind and started to re-wind the events of that day. One thought continuously troubled her; was she finally being punished for the dark secret she had kept from her husband all these years?

1: 00 p.m- Eearlier in the day...(2-3 hours before the Dust Storm hit the city)

It’s a quiet Sunday in Old Town Toronto, a suburb located a few miles outside of the city. A couple of boys are seen chasing a ball, relinquishing their youthful souls under the radiating Savannah sun of that afternoon.

“Boys, stay close to the house so your father can watch you---I have to go my office to get a few things, ok?” yells Alma as she bids farewell to her little boys.

Although bearing an icy demeanour as she leaves her sons, Alma manages to crack an affectionate smile---one with a silver lining of love, but also coated with blemishes of guilt and fear. She immediately hops into her SUV and then pulls onto Yonge St... to flee suburbia.

A slight wave of ferocious winds emerges as she drives away. It begins prowling through the soil, filling up the air with specks of dust. Alma continues down Yonge St, and then finally merges onto the highway leading towards Mississauga. Her cell phone rings.

“I’ve got a box of Cadbury’s and a Chardonnay waiting for ya babe” a male voice answers back.

A sudden metamorphosis occurs as the voice touches Alma’s ears. We see her eyes starting to glimmer as they surrender themselves to the flicks of light piercing her windshield. The guilt and fear that had been written all over her face also disappears, unmasking her immaculate beauty.

“O Jonathan, will you ever stop with those romantic clichés of yours?” Alma responds.

It had been 2 years since she met Jonathan Richardson. She still remembers their little “meet-cute” as if it was yesterday. She had just finished her daily 9-5 and there he was, gliding towards her office as if he were Godsend. Alma couldn’t help but marvel at how his shiny, blonde hair glowed effortlessly, creating a radiant aura she had never seen in any other man, including her husband. He could have been a character in one of those heart-wrenching romantic comedies…a Jude Law perhaps.

“Mrs Jones, I apologize if I’m of any inconvenience; I was just sent to remind you that the Smith account went through,” he said.

“O…um, thank you, and please…call me Alma,” she said, putting an end to her daze.

“Jonathan Summers; I recently started working for you firm,…perhaps we could do coffee some time?”

Yes. Just Coffee.

What was meant to be a “strictly platonic” relationship had now erupted into this devious, act of sin. Alma struggled to end it, but the lust was still raging, devouring any ounce of reasoning that she possessed.

So there she was, driving up Jonathan’s driveway…unaware that her life would soon change forever.

2:30 pm, back at the house. The dust storm is now upon Old Town Toronto. Alma’s husband and kids are busy packing things up in their basement…they all seem frantic.

“…hey, this is Alma; just leave your message and I will-”

“Dammit,” yells, Richard. This is the 6th time he’s tried to reach his wife. He looks at his children; fear has imprisoned their innocence.

“Everything will be alright…I’m here for you and…everything will be fine,” he says, summoning them towards the basement. Even he can’t find enough credibility let alone encouragement in his words.

“Stay down here, and don’t open the door….I’m going to go get your mother…”

His children faintly respond….it is the last time they will ever see their father.

Forty-five minutes later Richard pulls onto the parking lot in front of Alma’s office building. The city is deserted and raging winds are spurring dust everywhere. Richard presses on…he’s determined to rescue the love of his life.

As he reaches out for the entrance, a sharp, metal rod floating within the dust pierces his chest….

10:30 pm, at the Hospital…Alma is back in the waiting room, speaking to what looks to be a doctor.

“Your children will be fine, Mrs. Jones. As for your husband; well, he lost a lot of blood and we tr-….Mrs. Jones, Mrs. Jones are you okay? Mrs. Jones! It‘s best you stay within the facilities so you c-…”

It was too late…

She had already fled the hospital and was now standing outside, gazing at what had become of the city…Everything was buried under dust…all of man’s creations, devoured by Mother Nature. The CN tower strangely maintained some kind of grace as it loomed above the city, offering hope for a new beginning.

Alma started walking among the ruins silently, like a ghost summoned by the darkness…She had no idea where to go, but something inside her, perhaps some mystical force drove her along the dust…



"Toronto"


Honking cars, the songbirds of the city;
Off they go, drowning the street beggar’s wails of desperation.
It’s cold---this could be a wintry Armageddon.

The sky begins to shed off its drapes, unleashing the Great Morning Star.
Down below, coffee-scents infiltrate the city,
Announcing the start of a new day, a new beginning.

Masses heave along the streets,
And I see all types of skin colors basking in the morning light.
The whole world must be gathered today, in celebration of dawn.

There goes the guitarist by Queen and Yonge,
Playing a song for humanity, the anthem of our existence
An ode, to salute the great city of Toronto.

"Lucifer"


You’ve found me….vulnerable;
Like a babe sacrificing itself to its mother,
To be quenched by her love.

You now invade my garden of innocence,
Flooding it with the waters of iniquity and doubt.
My petals---the bearers of my conscience, now float atop your evil.

Off you go into the darkness,
Leaving me diseased with sin.
Alas, the flames of divine retribution now await my arrival.

If only thou could harp alongside Yahweh once again;
Flapping your wings rhythmically to the sweet sounds of virtue;
Bearing your armour, as the gladiator of righteousness.






P.S

-Who is Lucifer?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lucifer

-Yahweh, is the the Hebrew term for "God"

The Politics behind "Slumdog Millionaire"

All of you that have seen Slumdog Millionaire would have to agree that it deserves all the glory it has been showered with by most critics. Jam-packed with zest and clever plot twists, this movie definitely stands as this year’s best picture. Of course, the young actors (Dev Patel, Freida Pinto) scorching up the sliver screen as they give tour de force performances, are among the many reasons why that is the case. But I am not going to continue raving about the magnificence this film---I simply intend on discussing it as a political commentary on globalization. But first, a little synopsis for those that have yet to see the movie.

After losing his mother to a disastrous tribal conflict, the film’s protagonist Jamal Malik (played by Dev Patel) is immediately exposed to the evils slithering within Mumbai (the poverty, corruption, violence etc.). He’s only about 7 when this tragedy strikes his life. This means that he is still surrounded by the shadows of innocence and vulnerability. Sadly, those shadows blindly lead him into the hands of an inner-city prick hunting orphaned children so as to place them as street beggars for profit. He even goes as far as blinding some of those kids hoping to generate more money from the public

Sickening? Obviously. But wait a minute… Let’s focus on the root of all this evil here; the one thing that causes most humans to dive in the black hole of sin,


A scene from Fox Searchlight's "Slumdog Millionaire."

Desperation…

Yes, desperation. He was obviously sick and tired of inhaling the dusts of poverty spreading all over India so he resorted to child exploitation. Clearly, director Danny Boyle was reflecting the harsh realities of India with this storyline because there was no mention of a law suit against him for tarnishing the country’s image (or the famous “over-exaggeration and sensationalization” the media is accused of). Nevertheless, this desperation has been causing many people in third-world countries like India to do things that go against their moral compasses----all in the name of “survival.” It is even more unfortunate that all of them will always be imprisoned by their misery as long as Globalization continues nurturing poverty all over the world.

Many of you must have already heard of the various economic implications involved with globalization; mainly the death of nationalized companies around the world as American corporations “globalize.” But I am more concerned about the social effects; like this child exploitation presented by Danny Boyle in his film. It breaks me that globalization has actually created a vicious cycle. You see, these impoverished kids (like Jamal) are supposed to be the “future leaders’ of their countries---but once they find themselves stuck in a whirlpool of poverty and corruption, they won’t be able to lead their countries towards some kind of success. This obviously allows Corporate America to maintain its reign over these fractured countries, causing more economic pollution to spur.

I am hoping that maybe Mr. Barrack and his gospel for “Change” will try to end this vicious cycle. However, I am not putting too much expectations on him because obviously it is hard to tame American Corporations. But whatever the case, something needs to be done…and fast. I mean, its about (f****) time for the infamous G8 to actually put forth a realistic implementation of the policies they discuss every now and then. I am so sick of watching the “other half” of this world dying a slow, painful death.



P.S-Slumdog Millionaire is still being run by most theatres----go watch it!

“The Abyss”

(Preceding Quote)


“Life is simply an abyss---Humans are eternally damned to gasp for the air of salvation as their souls suffocate under the darkness of that abyss."


(Story)


She had never missed it before…

She watched the train as it railed away into the distance. For a brief moment she felt disheartened; it was as if she had missed the last train to escape this world---a train that was going to take her to some Utopia, or anywhere else she could get rid of the putrid smears of evil that surrounded her.

Her name was Danica Lopez. She had exotic, caramel skin plastered all over her face and piercing, green eyes; giving her a queenly bearing and elegance fit for a goddess. Lest we forget the smooth, black hair that flowed to her knees, causing her to exude a beauty so impeccable she could have passed for a fallen angel. She had now been married to Richard for 15 years and her daughter Marissa, was still treading along the seas of adolescence, dodging their violent waves here and there as she searched for a shore to build her identity fort on.

She looked around the train station and was greeted by the grim faces of those that had also missed their ride. They stood around, motionless; sacrificing themselves to the cold winds of Toronto. Strangely, all of them were gazing at the rising sun, which was now spraying flicks of orange light across the sky. Soon the ghostly fog that had blanketed the city disappeared---it was now time for heaven’s all-seeing-eye to show off its beauty.

As Danica continued prying around, she caught sight of a peculiar young girl holding her mother’s hand firmly; as if to confirm her innocence and need for protection. She had curly, brown hair crowned with dandelions and was also wearing a vibrant, yellow dress engraved with red roses. She began looking directly at Danica with an inquisitive look on her face; one that read, “Who are you Danica, What are you hiding beneath that mask of yours: Fear? Depression? Paranoia?

“All of the above,” Danica silently answered back with a stare. (or was it a glare?)

It was now quite sunny; but the cold winds were still there, prowling around and cursing everyone in their path. Danica began to imagine herself on some island resort soaking up the sun’s heat and sipping a pina-colada to cool her soul. But then her thoughts trailed away, allowing Dr Stephens’ words to sip into her mind once again, like a serpent’s venom.

“Your pancreas has been severely damaged by the cancer; you only have about two years to live, Mrs. Lopez,” he had said, speaking as if he was already standing in front of a corpse.


She had known about the Pancreatic Cancer for quite some time, but she had hoped to survive it just like the battles she had fought before to spare her life. She decided not to scar her mind thinking about what was to become of her beloved husband, Richard---who was noble and blessed with the kindness of a saint. And then her prodigal daughter, who had thankfully begun to shed off the ego that had stolen her heart.

The pain was just too much for her to bear. She then decided that she was going to free herself; to escape the darkness that had been suffocating her soul. So there she was, striding slowly towards the edge of the station platform; ready to fly out of her misery. Desperation raided her fractured conscience, causing her to believe that this was the day of redemption---a chance for her to disappear from the abyss before the darkness devoured her.

A speeding train suddenly came into view, causing Danica’s heart to pound angrily against her lungs as if yearning to be freed. She quickly ascended onto the tracks as the train drew closer---However, an image of her daughter suddenly flashed before her eyes. She was five, with eyes that lit under the sun and a necklace of innocence wrapped around her neck.

“Mamá! Mamá!----Regrese a Mí! Mamá. !” [Come Back to Me], her daughter cried out.

But it was too late…






“Blemishes of Imperfection”


They have cluttered my heart,
Like crows scattered across the sky on a summer’s day.
They sprout endlessly like weeds vomited by the soil;
And the serpent continues to breathe life into them with its silent hisses.

How could his only begotten son be so pure?
How did he avoid inhaling the stale air of sin that lingered in the atmosphere,
Clogging the lungs of those that had once beamed with the light of righteousness.
“He took heed of the holy word of God,” it is said.

Well I tried feeding on those holy words ravenously,
Hoping to nourish myself with purity and virtue.
But I’m still feeble and weak as I bear this vile, cloak of blemishes.
I feel like a caged bird; and my redemption song joins the whispers in the air without being heard.

 

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